All we need in the world is love.
Still, we gotta find the right one.
We can sense it, we can feel it.
We can get over the wrong kind of love we've experienced, we just don't deserve it.
We deserve better.
On the other note, can you understand me?
Give me your heart and I will give you yours, we will take care of each others' heart well until we find someone right.
maybe we are meant for each other, but we will never know.

Hey yo all Halah Porks!!
haha sorry for malays people if you don't mind me saying Pork yeah ;)
School boring as ever
*sigh* boring boring boring
today at class nearly sleep the whole day at class =.=
aiyo me ar naughty girl haha =X
ok skip the most boring part(LESSONS)
after school rush home with Hui shan
went to take my table tennis bat as i forget to bring =P
faster rushed back to school with Hui shan...
ok CCA TIME!!
train train train,slack slack slack,talk talk talk,crap crap crap,rest rest rest...
haha walou sian sia my competition is next week don't know who tell me is this thursday (COACH) NAUGHTY BOY AR!! =X
haha i must train hard to win the competition this year must win 1 match ;)
currently msning alot of people&sms to alot of people too~~ ;)
OMG :O my hair is still wet how am i qoing to sleep tonight with a wet hair =.=
qoing to rebond my hair this friday or saturday ;) wooo finally haha :D

ok i have learn to let it go and forget about it~
so i don't really care wat you say to me or anything esle
i don't live in your world anymore
i have left and live in my lalala pork land ok?
so i have learn my lesson and don't really want to know what is qoing on with you and your world
so i don't care
i will just continue to live with my lalala pork land with my friends and my Baobei laopo


I DON'T CARE ANYMORE!! =D


Hey yo all
back to post again
as today there is nothing to post lately as my parents and i were busy cleaning for chinese new year~
wooo i want to take more red packets haha =)
yesterdae morning went to yew tee CC for training
went to meet Bernadette first than take bus to westmall and than take MRT to yew tee
after met Nisha and we went to eat our breakfast ;)
yum yum hear a song which i am totally addicted right now
3 by Britney Spears haha
almost everyday hear this song =X
ha let's skip the breakfast part
than we sit bus to CC
went to put our bags than go to toilet to tie our hair up or esle we will become mad women playing table tennis =.=
play play play,slack slack slack,train train train,talk talk talk,crap crap crap..............
took pictures with them :)
after that went home rest as i later at night qoing out with parents and their friends
my parents bought a bed&a chinese new year shirt for Baobei
haha she look so cute when she wear the shirt :)
LOVE HER SO MUCH!!
went to chinatown to see the firecrackers =.=
i was wondering i can took pictures of the firecrackers but i miss my chance =.=
i can only hear the firecrackers but not seeing them =.=
haix i think i am not lucky afterall haix sobsob ~.~
ok nothing to post already as it is so long :O
time for pictures ;) Enjoy!



Hey all
back to post again
today was just not my day
i don't even know why
haix
went to school in the morning with hui peng nearly late
but luckly we reach in time or esle we need to do DC
after english boring cause got some stupid oral presentation thingy i hate it =.=
after that math omg :O
got test and i forget to learn somemore =.=
comfirm fail don't need to see
after that D&T went out of school take pictures,learn more about HDB and interchange =.=
after that CCA time for me with other girlfrens
i really want to go back to the past
go back to 2n1 or 1n1 as nothing as ever happened before i really hope that
but i know that is not going to happen
competition is next week just wish me good luck yeah but i know i will lose
as many things happen during this weeks haix
sobsob...
saw many things that i don't really want to see really don't...
thanks to my girfrens to cheer me up thanks alot yeah love u babes!!
but i will try not to be sad anymore i should be strong but i need time
haix sorry babes if i sad or cry again infront of you all...










为什要这样？？
为什么要这样对我？？
我觉得好痛苦。。。
我不知道为什么要哭？？
但你做了每一件事，我都会伤心，痛苦和哭。。。
为什么？？
因为我忘不了以前的事。。。
我真的忘不了。。。
心里的痛越来越痛，一天比一天痛苦和伤心。。。
我只能说我做不到。。。
我觉得我好傻。。。
不，我就是个傻子。。。
我在这几年来我越来越傻了。。。
但我不知道这样做。。。


Hello
Back to post again....
todae morning wake up for extra training for the competition~~
went to meet B first after that went to yew tee(if it like this spell)
met Nana&Nisha...
after eat breakfast together
yumyumyum :)
finish eating went to take bus to CC there
ok let skip the training part yeah ;)
break for 1 hour as we all throught that we are going home in the end went back to training again =.=
ohya with Nana cousin ;)
friendly but kindda shy haha never mind got me at there make people laugh crap and everything ;) hehe joking only
NANA,YOUR COUSIN CHIO SIA!! =X
haha ok after that train until 3plus ohya
during training got alot of small childrens and they played quite well as us sia =.=
we all got stun to see them play with coach OMG =O
coach's daughter also at there both i mean
but i see one of them played wa more better than me sia =.=
the other want wa even more better no i mean much much better
sit at the chair than make up =.=
wa small kids know all this pro sia~
after that went to take bus,mrt back to bukit batok...
sit bus173 with B
after that at my house there to play with kevin,ivan,someone important to ivan,shawn&chun boon(ps if i spell wrong your name ar)
play play play,crap crap crap,see see see,hear hear hear....
than went home
super tired before going home talked to kevin,shawn&chun boon...
slack lor...
haven't done my math and the drawing for the class OMg =O haix...
not much time to slack anymore but a few minutes also can la ;)
haix its been 4days already i mean 5 days haix.....
wa got to end the post here it is quite long =X
nites =]




我永远都不想知道那个答案。。。
知道了，我会更难过的。。。


Back to post again
as actually i don't really want to go school as each day going to school
my heart get more pain than ever
i really don't know why...
its already been 4 days...
still being not myself,get confused easily,think of the pasts,heart getting even pain than before
why is this happening to me why?
get this feeling for the first time...
am i a fool or a toy?
i really don't know
i just even know what is the answer?
why is it so pain? *sigh*
just really can't forget
SORRY TO PORK XIUQING&TIENWEE!!REALLY SORRY SIA!!
i hope it will end fast but hard too
making my friends to worry
sorry ar just really can't forget
as really need time~



心已经玻了。。。
回不到以前了。。。
觉得越来越痛苦。。。
我是个什么？
那个痛永远都在我的心里。。。
我都不会忘的。。。
我不知道那个答案。。。


HAPPY BIRTHDAE TO REGINE GANPORK&PAPA(god-father) ;)
will cheer up de don't worry to those who worry about me =] thanks by the way :)


edited:
posting again...
thrid day already and not being myself anymore
don't know why...
not feel like doing things,talking,answering questions,getting bored in each days...
broke into pieces already
nobody can shaped it back to its original shape already....
why do i feel this way?
hard to understand...
i need time for.........
haix don't bother about time anymore
i don't even know when i can be myself again....
getting a swollen eyes nowadays....
pain in the heart not a normal pain is a .......
haix don't know how to write anymore
i think i shall end my post here and goodbye~


Firstly say HAPPY BIRTHDAE TO MY MUM =)
see i am a good girl! =X
just kidding haha
ok todae nt really in the good mood...
as i saw alot people that i buay song of =.=
so just walk and just don't care much about them
but always let me see them haix... *sigh*
don't care don't care
todae after school went home with hui shan
as we need to get changed and company chin hui go bus stop behind my blk
after that the sky is getting darker and darker
looks like going to rain
than after go find wei jian,wei xiang,shawn,kevin,ivan&others
reach there wahahaha rain omg :o
than pei hui shan qo some where do something =X
do that for quite a few days i can say :o
no la just kidding me will nt to do that alot want...
after wei jian super EMO haix ke lian ke lian
keep running and walking under the rain super EMO sia
aiyo wei jian~~ don't make yourself sick la =.=
than play play go somewhere with hui shan 2 times....
after that go home...
just came home as 6 plus reach home bath
than went to visit my grand-dad
hope he will recover sooooooon!! =)
after that went to keming opp. with dad to see something
than went home now blogging&msning =)
haix so tired,sleepy and class soso =.=
miss my old class 2N1 09
that class ROCK!! =)
ok nothing to post already~
currently msn with pork ahma =)
Pork ps write wrong ur birthday =X




心就像玻璃。


Yo back to post again
As for todae went to visit my grand dad
Cause he fell down while crossing the road :(
as it is a raining dae too....
Changed blogskin again =)
Haha but need to change this and that...
Nothing to write much lately
Those who have my email&pass.
Help my post yeah =)
I lazy to post also hehe XP
Haha got to go already Bye&Nites to all ;)


Back to post again
third dae of school
bored and sleepy~
todae at ss period as our class syafiq is super funny as he keep joking around with our ss teacher(PIG)~
haix nth to do at school
miss 2n1~ =(







有一些事，我是不能忘的。
说要忘，但我做不到。。。
我真的忘不掉。。。
我只能默默的爱着和想着。。。


Yo all
Back to post again =)
just nw tat post i nt i write wan ok =D
haha ahfu help me write as he say he bo liao
first dae at school SUX!! =.=
bored different class with most of my frens kindda sad sobsob =(
than blahblahblah at class =.=
chatting with liling,hui peng&nisha cause nth to do ma so chat chat lor
First dae school Mrs Tan will talk crap~~
so many craps =.=
make me sit until i cannot feel my legs anymore~~ wth lor =.=
check nails,socks,hair =.=
walou my fringe quite short lor than the stupid form teacher say wat
too long touch eyebrow already must pin up =.=
WTH lor =.=
wednesdae gt cca le
competition qoing to start so must be prepare and common test also =.=
sec3 work is much much harder than sec1&2
haix sian sian...
change blogskin le =) and for those haven relink me
PLS RELINK ME :D


What a boring day. Have a black as my math teacher and a boring form and D&T teacher. Over all the class is boring.

Together since 13Feb08 & will be 4ever together~ nobody is qoing to break us apart! Saranghae BaobeiLaopo!!♥♥
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